hello blog!

it's been quite some time since i've made any post.

anyway, life hasn't been very pleasant during the past few weeks or so.

hmm, let me recap.

the process of ppp productions have given me more scoldings than i have ever received in the past 16 years of my life.

i haven't been getting enough sleep.

i lost my whole file which contains my mid year papers, my homework, my class managerial stuff, and a whole load of other stuff which iz equally important.

i've made a bad impression towards my teachers.

dang i thought i saw a tomato flew past behind me for the 2nd time in my life. oh okay well anyway.

i have been sloppy throughout the past few days.

i have got a lot of things to settle.

i failed three subjects, passed three subjects for my mid years papers.

i have no idea about econs lecture and concept, accounting for my absence from skul 5 times for on reason or another.

i have a whole lot to catch up in my studies.

okay, so now about being lonely.

my granpa passed away around one week back.
my maid shall be returning home at the end of this year.
my eldest brother is in National Service and returns only on weekends.
my 2nd eldest brother keeps coming back home late at night.
i have always been coming back home late too, due to my rehearsals and stuff.
by the time i come back home everyone is asleep.
then i wake up the next day to shower then go to school, only to come back when everyone is asleep again, and the cycle goes on.

talk about being lonely. depressed.

and screwed up.

it's okay zhafri, you just have to live life for the good food and people.

ps: i still can't figure out why a tomato would fly past behind me as i blog.
pss: maybe even tomatoes eavesdrop these days.