Stop and stare
the little details of life, that makes it nostalgic.
Monday, December 15, 2008
@ 7:52 AM
no fingers. just being general haha.

WARNING :
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ENJOY......






*in whispers*

hey blog~



*with mask on*
now you see me....

*mask removed*
now you don't.

no no it's not a typo error.
hehe.
an analogy you should go figure.

it's been a while since i've come up with something touching danger.
no not something dangerous.
just.
something scary. illicit.
i'll call this one :







masks.






we all wear them.
we hear people talk about it all the time.

he's wearing a mask.
she's soooo masked.
that's such a mask.

now what is important really?
it's not just about the mask.
it's about the mask.
knowing that people wear it is not important.
knowing it.
is.

many wear one mask.
some wear two.
others three.
their identity always hidden.
unknown.
unseen.

some claim that they are open. honest. genuine.
and that masks are for nonsense-losers.
hmmmm.
naughty not not.

no-nonsense it is my dear.
none at all.


it's not always a bad thing to wear masks.
some serve for the better good.
others.

hm hm.






we ALL wear it.
Not for superficial facade-ish reasons alone.

We wear it.
in times we wish not others see our problems.
in times we wish not others see our weaknesses.
in times we wish not others.
see us.

having the mask is not important.

it's how you use it.



the thing is.
there are 3 types of masks.

the plain ones,
to hide emotions not meant to be known.

the coloured ones,
to keep things running smoothly, everyday.



and the third.

a rare. transparent one.
for schemes.
that only God.


knows.

Go figure.

so children.
know the reason.
for every thing that is on earth.
each serves a purpose.


masks are invisible to the naked eye.
you might think you see a face.

but if you look again.
you might just see.
a little crack at the corner.

to suggest.

it's plastic.



remember children.
masks or no masks.
faces are meant to express.




not to be seen.



Friday, December 12, 2008
@ 7:32 AM

BLOG!
i have OFFICIALLY had my first independent bus ride!!!

*supposed applause*

oh thank you thank you

*roses thrown*

oh really thank you really.

erherm.
that was a ride i took alone without anybody to guide me and i safely made it home.

*applause*

oh thank you. really you're too nice.

*trophy presented*

oh! oh really!
you're too much haha thank you all of you.


*ms universe handwave*

thank you.
well. apart from that historical achievement i have officially started gaining weight again!

*crickets*
*awkward silence*


well.
what a reception.
anyway.
i think i'll upload the shots i took at india soon.
a bit lazy to do so.
oh yeah.
being lazy, i haven't started revision!

*jaws thriller music sound effect*

really its quite scary to realize school starts in about a month's time and the only thing i finished revising was econs 1st notes. and.
nothing. else.

sigh.
haven't read othello. restu.
so many things to be done.
well.
to be honest i never really finished pride and prejudice.
oh God help me.

anyway.
not much to update apart from the class bbq tomorrow.

and.im getting. (yawns) quite.
sleepy.

let's just pray to God i start revising again soon.

very.

soon.



okay.
till then blog.


toodles~


itzjuzlife's quote of the day : faith comes unseen. being unfaithful. well. you see a slap.
or.
somewhat,
along those lines.

chaoz!



Wednesday, December 3, 2008
@ 10:42 PM

halo blo

EH eh
halamak stomach ache wait ah wait wait ah

aah~
back.
i've never had a diarrhoea that lasts this long really.
it's been what, 4 days?

anyhoooo.
yeah, i'm back from india.
supposed to arrive today but came back halfway cuz of some terrorist threat thingie.
yeah well. i guess 80million other blogs are ranting about this right now.


WELL!
1st up, the india trip.

well.
some cows.
here and there.
and dogs too.
and some people peeing by the streets.
well honestly unless if you're an indian or an architect you would only appreciate the indian temple architecture as much as i do. so i don't remember india for the temples.
more like for the cows at the streets you know.
and like. some goats. yeah.

oh yes!
i think i showed some attitude during the trip?
cuz my shoes were wet so i asked mr manekham if i could don slippers.
he said yes.
so i did.
i got scolded.
by other teachers.

who scolded me as such :
1) use your brain
2) you were told not to
3) when we give instructions just follow
4) just cooperate

OH!
i wasn't the only person you know.
others got the scolding too.
but they took it.
i didn't.

i tell you.
i was already given permission to WEAR shoes.
adib as my witness.
and still got scolded?

na-ah baby no way im taking that like the(innocent) others.
and so my reaction was
1) i folded my arm.
2) raised my eyebrow.
3) raised my head and chin.
4) argued with any teacher who dared to scold us.
(they did step back)
5) gave an attitude face and abruptly went up the bus.
6) refused to be coaxed until apologized to.

mind you there were 4 teachers.
the others did try to calm me down but i clearly rooted that we weren't in the wrong.
i didn't stop my attitude until i realized i was holding the others back.
i was annoyed at the teachers.
not them.
i didn't want to spoil their mood though.
so finally i cooperated and went with the rest of the tour group,
who by the way suddenly decided that slippers were fine since it was a weekend.

isn't that just perfect?

i don't care what the teachers would have said.
adib said i would have fought(verbally) with any teacher should they let out another word.
i wouldn't care if they did.


humph.
yeah i know it's over and i shouldn't think about it.
let go? ergh. please.
did i sound rude?
oh not when someone scolds you without reason.
yeah. i forgive.
i never.

forget.

well.
that aside.
we did some shopping.
i went with fad and adib
OH YEAH!

i'd like to take this opportunity to thank ADIB RIDZUAN ROSLAN for being there to provide me with the necessary medication when i fell sick continuously.
diarrhoea, flu, headache, fever you name it.

and adib was there.
i was so sorry i troubled him so much.

oh and thanks to fad too.
for his concern.
and.
his random farts. along the trip.
i guess.

ah~
so where was i?
oh shopping.
yes.
well we couldn't shop much.
we only had 1half hours.

apart from that, i thought the whole trip was.
well, quite okay i guess.
credits to the indian chef who got me this diarrhoea.

*sinister smile*

hmm.
besides the crazy photos i took with fad and adib in the room,
i guess that's about it blog.
since our trip got cut short.
not much to talk about ey.

okay then.
till then blog.
pray that i recover quickly yarrrrrrrrrr.

oops.

hehe.
indian. accent. influenced.
haha.

till then blog.


toodles!