hey blog.
Starting monday.
My character.
Shall be as it was.

I think it's better that way.

Ready.

Go.

hey blog!
it's been a while hasn't it.

by the way,
i haven't been very well for the past few days.
and i didn't want to complain publicly to much.
cuz i'd sound too much like a crybaby haha.
but i think i went on ranting to my victims :

Dinah, arif(ie arrrep), aisyah, fad and God knows who else that : i had fever.
and that i couldn't move properly.

well at least only my mom knew more than that.
the day before syf for malay dance judging, i had a horrible fever but went to school anyway.

yes blog.
me.
school.
when im sick.
yes it's true.
yes im not lying.
yes.
rare?
yes.
hell yeah rare.

well ultimately i think i did well enough despite being unable to lift my arm, my right leg, or move hinge to the left side of my back, and oh, the pain on the left side of my neck. and yes, my left wrist. i couldn't twist it. my family members rarely get fevers. and the thing is, when we do, it's exaggeratively horrid.

yeah.
well bloggie thanks for lending your ears to my rants.

despite all that, i think im friggggin glad that we got gold fer syf. i tried to look healthy and be healthy then. but well. i cudn perfrom as good as i wanted too.

oh well.

what to do(in a malay accent)
that aside, it's a gold baybeh.
that's all that counts.

for whatever my bit of the 5mins dance performance was worth, i don't think i'd deserve the gold.
but for the efforts, sweat, blood, tears, pain, dirty laundry and bird poops that we had to face

damn we deserve it.





and blog.



i think,

i shouldn't just throw my old self away.
it might come in handy in these times.
have been too damn obliging.





old volatility baybeh.




here i come~