hello. its been a while.

fish!

i should have updated sooner, cuz there is a lot a lot of things that you peeps missed out.
ah heck.

some days ago i went out with my friends to kill time at the Jurong area.
then we suddenly decided to take the kids simulator ride which lasted for about 5 minutes. we went like crazy inside the thing, cuz we took the back seat and made a lot of noise, which made the kids in front look at us. it was like when popeye realised his huge arms were tumors, and that he couldn't speak properly because he had a stroke.

yesterday, i celebrated Hari Raya yesterday with the people of pjc, ate a lot(like seriously a lot) then got home at like 12 midnight. fortunately i took a cab with mario, nazri and illie to share the cost.

and so today i'm a bit sick. better than yesterday. still alive and kicking hard.

i'm currently chatting with leah and ibro on msn, playin the 5 word game.

we talked abot a purple prada cushion which grew facial hair and some very long finger nails.
and about a pink hairy underarms which had blue eyes
and that brad pitt worked out 10 hours a minute

God ,leah and ibro are so innovative lah haha.

*eats dunkin donuts and shall be back in about 5 minutes time*

i'm back.

oh dunkin donuts are like so the best doughnuts on earth lah...
okay i think that would sound familiar to my secondary school friends.

anyhow, considering how lost you people are after reading what i've written down above i shall move on and talk about....hm...

*thinks*(for some time...)

well. i think i'm a bit brain-dead right now.

i shall be baking cookies with my Project Work group members tomorrow to give the oral presentation examiners. it's not bribery, it's just a token in appreciation fo mickey and disney.


let's just see how tomorrow turns out.

and the day of my oral presentation exam, which is on this friday.

till then, keep smiling peeps.

chao.


bye*raises eyebrows*


zhafri's teaserz : shampoo and body shower gels come in all sorts of colors. But why is it that the foam always turns white for all?

hey blog.
and peeps.

sorry i broke my promise about posting "the 13 people you meet in college".

i'm not really in the mood to do those kinda stuff rite now.

i just feel like i need someone.

someone to be there for me, while having me doing likewise at the same time.

i dunno...i juz don't know what kind of person would i want.

i mean, i apologize if this post is just like any other post that talks about love and wanting a partner and all those sad love-related stuff. i dunoe..... i guess....

i guess everyone needs some love. haiz. it's just life.
just the way it works.

i can't really figure why this issue suddenly popped out in my head, but i guess it's part of who we are.

argh, cut that crap.

i suppose everyone is selfish. everyone wants love. security in love. that's why there's jealousy. that's why there's break-ups.

that's why there's sadness.

but. but that's just who we are.

we seek love, get it, then get hurt yet again.

maybe it really is a myth, true love.

and that is what people look for, even if they find it a myth. because they'll just be happy to go in search of this myth. although we never really get close to it at all, we all just want to seek love that's close to true love. that's why we humans are selfish and stubborn. we never stop looking for it. because we know.

we know that our search for this myth, is worth our whole lives.

we go on searching. and knowing. thinking.

simply believing





that our true love is somewhere out there.


zhafri's life quotes : to truly love and be loved back, is a myth worth looking for.

hey blog!
haha, actually i had intended to publish a post yesterday, but got too tired to do so.

yesterday i went out with my family to some secluded are in Teban(well Teban is secluded) and from there proceeded to Chai Chee to visit my other uncle. I kinda put on a black face throughout the whole visiting thingie, cuz i had already intended to go out with my friends, until my father made an abrupt change in plans to visit relatives(which, undeniably is half of singapore itself). We then argued quite a bit, since it's not my fault, cuz i can't just cancel my plans with my friends just because of some abrupt last-minute decision. I debated for my rights whilst my father continued yappeding and rambling about me doing unjustice to family by putting friends in priority, which was clearly not my intention. No matter what i still just find it inept to have just made that decision and disregarding my plans altogether, like it was some piece of rubbish.

sigh.

well, it's part of the tradition we teens face in Hari Raya.

nevertheless, i still managed to drop by with the gang and joined in their hairi raya visits to friends alike. at like, 8 plus? anyhow, i stil went out with the peeps and walked around abit, smiling at every sign of green packets in each house. The last house for the day was my house. Then we started taking strange pictures at the lift lobby of my floor. Well at least the day turned out fine.

well, new day, new life.

today, i have no arrangements with my friends and would have no reluctance to follow suit in my old man's cars to go around Singapore in visiting my relatives and sorts.

lessons learnt :
1) make proper plannings to avoid any black faces.
2) fight for your grounds, even against your parents if you find yourself right.
3) don't be scared to challenge anyone's authority, whoever they may be.

well, I haven't got the juiciest gossips as yet, but keep tuning to itzjuzlife.blogspot.com and watch out for the next post, where i'll be touching on

'the thirteen sorts of people you meet in college life.'

you can know where you stand after the next post.

till then, keep smiling peeps!

zhafri's teaserz : if Darwin's theory of evolution is true, why do we not see the apes in the zoo turning into humans?

heLLO blog haha.
new post, new year, new life.
everything changes doesn't it?

and soon i'll be a new person.
a new hot stuff entering pj come year 2008.
I WISH(ed)!!!!!

haha. but nevertheless i'd no longer fancy any stale and emo posts.

afresh...

so. for updates.
i brought 3 types of hari raya cookies for manjeeta, su yin, nicole and the rest. But turns out they didn't come to school. oh what the heck, so i passed the goodies to the rest of the class, and now even the container is missing. heck.

anyhow, i thought asked rani a meaningful question earlier today. whether love was really a two-way relationship. he claimed that such a case is rare, occasionally appearing in some drama-mama korean series or hindi moveis where they roll about in flower fields and sorts.

so i suppose i can say that real love is rare.
the sort of love i see nowadays usually fall under 3 main categories.

for social satisfaction:
meaning a couple only goes into a relationship in deeming themselves satisfactory in the eyes of the society. Otherwise they just seek to be in a relationship just for the sake in being in one. so called being complete, having a partner in their teenage years. many deny it, either unknowingly falling in such a category, or simply in self-denial. usually this sort of love the couple feel is rather subtle, mild, not as deep as the actual nature of love itself.

in modest fulfillment of love:
meaning to just love because someone loves you, even if one may find displeasure in doing so. i suppose these people's resolve are very much admirable. to return love to those who love you. takes quite a bit of courage i reckon. these peeps are usually not so picky and would just deem themselves satisfied after being loved by someone, regardless if the love they return is sincere or otherwise.

for physical presence:
ah.
these people tend to seek satisfaction in a relatisonship, just physically, meaning they just require their partner for physical presence, a form of support. a sort of resting wall, to lean upon in times when they deem their partner uselful. in more vague terms, just for physical company. but generally these people don't aim to pick and dump their partner, they just seek the one thing all humans seek on earth, more than physical presence, and that would be emotional security.


generally, based on experience of myself and mostly on pre-occupying myself in the pleasure of critical analysis and evaluation of other people's relationship, i have reason to believe that the three things people generally seek in an honest relationship would be:

to have someone there to be with you
to have someone who understands you

and most importantly

to know that your partner loves you in return, thus giving you that sort of security.
it's great to know that, somewhere in his/her heart, you know i'ts meant for you.

well, i can't really figure out why all those stuff sort of came out from me.
well, i hope it gives you readers out there a bit of a picture as to where you stand in your relationship. you don't have to abide to what i say, i can just be some other fellar blogging about love.

up to you.

but i know.

i know you know what i mean.

hence i trust you know where you stand.

till then.


bye(raises eye-brow)





zhafri's teaserz : if you dig a hole in the north pole, all the way to the south pole, would you appear head first or leg first?(considering you can get through alive in the earth's core)

hey. it's been a while blog.
sigh.

i dunoe, but today didn't turn out very good.haiz. i dunoe......

i juz feel...i dunoe...sad..i guess

maybe it's cuz of the mounting disappointments i had today. But, even so, it wouldn't be an excuse accounting for my stale, more on the downside feelings today.

i dunoe. maybe it's also cuz i, haiz....i juz...get very disheartened when i sorta get screamed at, or being scolded. especially by my friends. maybe it's just due to my lack of brains, being dumb and blur and all.

on my way home, i was like, i felt as if my throat was stuck, really stuck, like it was sobbing inside. my heart felt like it sank. sank deep to the pit of my stomach.

sigh.
maybe i'm just being over-sensitive.

yeah, that's it. over-sensitive. too emotional i guess.

sigh.

what's with life.

well, i guess. it's just life.

just the way it works.
okay.... till then.
be happy blog.