Stop and stare
the little details of life, that makes it nostalgic.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
@ 2:49 AM

YO!!

haha. well that's a fresh start.

so.
updates.

hmm i'm a bit hungry lemme go get something to munch on..

back. anyway.

oh yeah!

so SO many freaking pj classmates remind me of so SO many of my ex-classmates lah please haha.

li boon SO looks and acts like chor boon.
regina SO looks like fiona and acts like her too.
wesley GOH so so SO reminds me of shawn ang+douglas+khairu with the way he talks and acts.
chor chuan looks like fariz(aka shrek haha)

what's with the look-alikes lah please haha.

but anyway.
that aside.

i think im beginning to settle down well in S28.
accompanied the so freaking AND freaky cina-mat WESLEY GOH just now haha, while waiting for the rain to stop. i had to on caps lock hor wesley haha.

getting to know the class well enough i guess.
there must have been a reason why im dumped in a science class when im supposed to be in arts.

well whatever it is the Almighty is planning for me i'll just wait and see what happens.

my parents WOW
sorry i almost fell.

my parents have now safely reached the middle east by now.
sent them on their departure on sunday.
it was mildly emotional though.
the hugs and farewells and all.
they'll be back in two weeks.
argh that'll be damn fast and before i know it i'll be all old and wrinkly before them.

well, that's how life works doesn't it?
time flies.

sighs.






maybe it's just me.
but i really think time flies.
even if you don't enjoy yourself.

in a way life's continuance is a living death anyway.


death


death.


my aunt passed away recently.

well that was abrupt and sudden wasn't it?

well isn't that just the way life is?
the way it works?

many people don't realize it but our bodies rot in time.
we slowly decompose, fall sick, and bits of us eventually become useless.
we become sick.

helpless.

people grow.
people die.
loved ones disappear from our lives so abruptly,
leaving none but a shred of memory for us to cling on with.

we have but no choice.

none.
none but one.


we simply move on.






simply.



Wednesday, March 5, 2008
@ 1:26 AM
juz being random

heya blog!

just came back from school and feeling miserably sticky all over.
can't use the toilet yet.
na-ah.

not when my half-an-hour-shower bro is in there.

anyhow.
i just received news that i'm dumped in class S28,
when im clearly supposed to be in an arts class.

maybe the Almighty placed me there for a reason.
well, not that i'm the one to be talking about piety.

so, updates.
1) dinah and the rest of the malay peeps have got a sudden addiction towards the rubix cube.
2) i've got a bit fatter, or so i hope.
3) mas selamat spotted near pjc concluded to be a false alarm of some sort.
4) shazwan shaved off his moustache(or whatever bits of it there were)
5) farah still hasn't stopped her fetish towards fair-skinned people.
6) Billy's mom has found a way to stop 'accidentally' hitting poop's butt out of shock.
otherwise the poor pup's but would have concaved in by now.


oh yeah.
i related something with dinah earlier today.
about getting angry and blowing up.

usually, it's the people whom you rarely and i do mean rarely get angry that are the scariest when they blow up.
and when i say scary, i DO mean scary.

i don't know whether any of the peeps have ever seen me angry to such an extent though.

but, i feel.
for some reason.

i feel it's coming.

the time will come when i shall blow up and all eyes shall turn and witness the excessively melodramatic legacy that zhafri has had to leave behind in Pioneer Junior College :




The Day Zhafri Blew Up.

*with dramatic background sound effect*



i wouldn't fancy myself patient but i do think that i rarely get angry.

to me it's almost like a luxury to get angry.
cuz i never find any reason to.
that's just who i am.

but give me one reason.

one

FREAKING

good

reason for me to get mad,




let's see what happens.
*raises one eye-brow*

but till then.


till then,





i'll just hold the lava in.


but when the time comes,


i won't hold back.









trust me.



Monday, March 3, 2008
@ 4:25 AM

hey blog!

it's been a while hasn't it.

always has been before i would update.

anyhow, lots happened since i last updated.
fresh J1s are now everywhere in school.
trying to get used to the sight of seeing new strangers practically at every familiar corner.
cuz their uniform's quite new and too bright for my liking and it's sorta striking and

argh why do i even bother about all those.



1 lrt passes, 2, and the 3rd...



life's been pretty mundane and boring these past few days.

sighs.



*cricket sounds*



oh yeah my neighbourhood is getting damn freaky.
i dunno how you'd define freaky but i'm sure i just saw a bloke with a colander on his head and there's some weird old lady wandering about outside.

moving on, it's still the mass lecture week at school so most of us are still taking our time settling down.
it feels weird.

coming to school.
then going home.

i know it kinda sounds a bit odd for me to be saying that.
but..
it's like, going to school but yet you don't leave any sign, any mark any footprint that you ever existed in school.
going to school seems like a passing daydream nowadays.
it's like your presence isn't really felt, apart from the occasional side glances you get from others.

maybe it's cuz i don't really have that many bitch-mates as yet.


speaking of which.
i think the new year ones this year aren't that bad.

actually, not bad at all.

i can already picture all the drama that may well happen in 2008.
many potential bitch-mates alright.

haha.

let's wait and see what happens.


*silent-but-menacing laughter*


till then blog.



toodles~

zhafri's life quotes : things aren't always as difficult as you make them out to be.