okay i know it's been quite a while since i've updated.
i always update when i have an issue.

that's the point!!!!

the bloody fucking point DAMN IT!

okay so you may not understand.
but okay see this.
do u see anyone with by-the-by pictures in friendster??
any pictures with honest smiles???

cuz to be fucking honest i only see pictures with smiles that's just printed on a piece of photo.
simply.
rarely honest smiles.

cuz it's either a smile cuz u got a present or cuz your lover kissed you oh
all the more better, made u feel like u were the only living person on earth???

then fucking dammit keep it to yourself.
since the world is made up of you two then bloody fuck have it your way in your own sweet little corner.
well maybe i am jealous but nevertheless i have no intention of aiming this to anyone in particular.
oh well pardon me but should you feel being AIMED AT or should you feel any slight sense of discomfort do please kindly leave and keep you naive selves or rather selfish selves to your own sweet little brains and fingers.

should there be any unsatisfaction you may leave a comment at my tagboard.
or leave an e-mail. mr_zevil@hotmail.com.
friendster or msn should fancy the trick.

well.
surprised by the sudden uproar?
well i can't stand the naive - no wait.
its not naive.
it's ignorance.
i can't stand the perfect sweetness, supple merriness that are simply tooooo exaggerative in this world that coexists with humans whom by the way are theoretically perfectly capable of distinguishing reality, honesty, modesty between facades and ignorant suppleness of everything and utter fake-ness.

well i just can't stand the sight of people NOT HAVING A LIFE!

like
ERGH!

like daily blogs are soooooooo bloody irritating to me cuz they simply are nothing but plain updates like diary and by the way if you mean it to be a diary then bloody keep it in a diary dammit. not that i read those kinda blogs, but it gets to me.
then oh tell me about people who blog about personal stuff and then kicks a huge fuss out of people reading it and that their privacy is disturbed. and please. blog wars?? don't let me get started on that. god dammit if you wanna war do it face to face with courage, not bloggin incessantly about people you hate then making sour faces at school in front of em.

and talking about courage in fights im just soooooo fucking annoyed by mats or cinas heck any teen who walk in gangs and like stare about here and there and like ambush instead of fighting head on,eye to eye. well again. any dissatisfaction? my details are as mentioned above. should there be any unhappiness, do feel free to contact me.


smiles.
friendster pictures smiles.
only smile when you mean it, cuz it's fucking ugly when you do so without meaning it.
and ladies, drop the all-time famous act-cute smiles please. it's disgusting. fucking disgusting.
how many honest smiles do you see in a day?
oh for goodness sake.
i know so many simply don't realise it.
but as for me it's simply too fake for me to just dismiss and ignore it.

and the exaggerated personality that almost everyone is having at friendster.
like, you had to say certain things about your personality.
try, saying, "i eat. im human. i have friends. i only smile when i mean it"
like ooooh you have to get an eye-grabbing shout-out so that people may be in awe of you and view your profile and read all the interesting facts about you, and perhaps be interested in you.
like heck CAN ANYONE SEE THIS??? HELLO??? HELLO???
well of course. without interesting facts about yourselves that you simply must put because others do so as well, and that you don't wish to sink amongst them, without these it makes your profile boring. defeats the purpose of having friendster profiles yes? cuz that's what it's all about? interest?

but of course no offence to the website friendster itself.

and love.
oh my God....


love?
well its nice.
but keep it to yourselves.
well we can't feel the annoyance if we are the couple in love ouselves, but do keep a sensitive eye out for others who may simply get pissed at the sight of your absurd romance because we simply can't stand the mushy wushiness of it all.
because unless we are you, it's disgusting.
simply.

ergh.
well that rid the heat of it all.
phew.

what was i angry at actually?

maybe it's cuz im pissed at myself due to the fact that i can see certain things very clearly which are dubiously invisible to others.

see through eyes.

see through words.

see through lies.

see through fake-ness.

see the bird's-eye scope of things.







it's hard.

it's hard to ignore it.

anyway, i just realised that i may sound like a fool, some immature imbecile who thinks he knows so much about life. but heck. i don't care. cuz your opinions don't matter. this is what i think, this is what i say. you don't have to give a fuck about what i say, cuz you can simply ignore it, yes? it's my life. get your own.

so for those who simply have not had it yet.






get a life.