been there done that.
it's the nth time huh?

humph.

and "i'll go where the chak white arrows go."
except that.
they've turned grey
no,
black i think.

now i walk my own road.
i'd like to think it's fine.
but of course it isn't.
of course it isn't.

let's see how things turn out?
no.
i'll try.
i've went far before.
i've reached a long way once.
i could do it again.

yes.
before 18 comes.
yes.
and till then.

though this might sound extremely selfish given my position,
but,


i hope You watch over me.

if You don't already find me annoying that is.






till then.








till then.