Assurance Would Be Enough

i yearn, for something i fear to grab.
the commitment, the nostalgia, the emotions.
the heavy clinging feels in my throat.
i yearn for all that.
so that im not hollow. void. echo.
bt im not taking a step forward.
not yet.
or maybe never will.
i want that heaviness in my heart.

i yearn for something i hesitate to delve into.
i don't know what it would give.
would it give me what i want?
would it?
the 100% of it.
would it?
would it?

i want to die feeling content.
once.
just once.
a whiff of it.

the assurance, within.



that would be enough~




-zhafri(1990-God knows when)